SORRY BROTHER, THE KNIGHTS' ATTITUDE WAS PART OF HIM ACTUALLY WANTING TO DO GOOD AT FIRST DUE TO NO MEMORIES and it might not change for a bit . . . oops. But he's going to try to avoid dying as much as he can because his death was way too painful. And he doesn't want to make Itachi and . . . other people, go through that again.
SASUKE DISAPPROVES OF HIS BROTHER DRINKING, BY THE WAY. Find better hobbies, brother.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay. So. Sasuke was kind of very unsure and pissed off about meeting camp!Itachi because it was clearly not his brother and that's why he made it clear. HIS BROTHER IS THE ONE THAT'S BEEN WITH HIM IN AATHER AND THE ONE HE DECIDED HE WOULDN'T HATE BECAUSE HE FUCKING LOVES HIM MORE even if that gives him a lot of guilt because well, Itachi massacred the clan and NOTHING COULD EVER FIX THAT but. He's been awfully selfish and clinging to those feelings because it's so clear Itachi loves him here and if Itachi ever tries to act like he doesn't care Sasuke would just crack. He's basically justifying to himself why he's not hating him with that.
Instead, this Itachi was so :| even if he showed some emotions and didn't want to tell him the truth or answer his questions, so that upset him because what Itachi didn't say make it clear that his relationship with Itachi is clearly . . . well. Different, to say the least. He didn't know how to act around him, because Itachi had the advantage and that made him more at edge, in a way. He also got the impression that Itachi was perhaps . . . calmer, maybe. Which bothered him, too.
Gosh I don't even drink that much. I don't even really get drunk. I get vaguely tipsy at most. You should see the rest of my team.
Anyway, Sasuke made camp!Itachi have feelings. Like I told Ferris in her meme in camp Itachi is more aware of himself, and therefore a lot more in control, especially of himself, so he did stay calm and composed but there were feelings. He felt kind of regretful and like he really didn't want to fuck him up too. So he was cryptic and evasive because he just felt like it wasn't his place to be involved.
He also found him adorable when Sasuke was all like "Answer me! >(" It was just gosh. You aren't being nearly as impulsive but you are still my little brother, look at how adorably demanding you are. |D
How would he have felt if Itachi had actually told him the truth?
IT WOULD'VE BROKEN HIM QUITE A LOT BECAUSE IT WOULD TRIGGER HIS HATE ON KONOHA but he'd be . . . sane enough to deal with it? Because I'm convinced that the reason Sasuke cracked was a combination of all the factors and if he knew the truth, but not that he killed Itachi or that Itachi is dead, then Sasuke wouldn't also feel like he never had faith in Itachi and that his brother actually loved him (WHICH IS A HUGE ISSUE). BUT IF ITACHI HAD TOLD HIM EVERYTHING . . .
Yeah. Hello mild insanity. But he's in a better-ish place compared to canon s-so WHO KNOWS. It wouldn't have been pretty, though. He would've felt sick and disgusted and a lot of things because it'd be like losing everything and FEELINGS AND MORE FEELINGS.
haha that's why Itachi didn't want to tell him anything. :T
Anyway. Itachi is very fond of KK. He has a lot of respect for her and she's his second favorite person in Aather (after Sasuke, obvs). She's one of the only people he's willing to even try opening up to and she has quite a bit of influence over him. He's kind of vaguely attracted to her, but not in any kind of overt or conscious way. She just pinged his hormones once or twice.
She does kind of frustrate and exhaust him sometimes, though, because she is so willing to carry team burdens herself and put herself in harm's way during games. It is just. If they're a team then they should be sharing these burdens. Just one of them carrying everything herself isn't fair to anyone involved.
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SASUKE DISAPPROVES OF HIS BROTHER DRINKING, BY THE WAY. Find better hobbies, brother.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay. So. Sasuke was kind of very unsure and pissed off about meeting camp!Itachi because it was clearly not his brother and that's why he made it clear. HIS BROTHER IS THE ONE THAT'S BEEN WITH HIM IN AATHER AND THE ONE HE DECIDED HE WOULDN'T HATE BECAUSE HE FUCKING LOVES HIM MORE even if that gives him a lot of guilt because well, Itachi massacred the clan and NOTHING COULD EVER FIX THAT but. He's been awfully selfish and clinging to those feelings because it's so clear Itachi loves him here and if Itachi ever tries to act like he doesn't care Sasuke would just crack. He's basically justifying to himself why he's not hating him with that.
Instead, this Itachi was so :| even if he showed some emotions and didn't want to tell him the truth or answer his questions, so that upset him because what Itachi didn't say make it clear that his relationship with Itachi is clearly . . . well. Different, to say the least. He didn't know how to act around him, because Itachi had the advantage and that made him more at edge, in a way. He also got the impression that Itachi was perhaps . . . calmer, maybe. Which bothered him, too.
Also sorry if I didn't make sense.
REVERSE :x!!!
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Anyway, Sasuke made camp!Itachi have feelings. Like I told Ferris in her meme in camp Itachi is more aware of himself, and therefore a lot more in control, especially of himself, so he did stay calm and composed but there were feelings. He felt kind of regretful and like he really didn't want to fuck him up too. So he was cryptic and evasive because he just felt like it wasn't his place to be involved.
He also found him adorable when Sasuke was all like "Answer me! >(" It was just gosh. You aren't being nearly as impulsive but you are still my little brother, look at how adorably demanding you are. |D
How would he have felt if Itachi had actually told him the truth?
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Yeah. Hello mild insanity. But he's in a better-ish place compared to canon s-so WHO KNOWS. It wouldn't have been pretty, though. He would've felt sick and disgusted and a lot of things because it'd be like losing everything and FEELINGS AND MORE FEELINGS.
TELL ME ABOUT ITACHI AND KK.
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Anyway. Itachi is very fond of KK. He has a lot of respect for her and she's his second favorite person in Aather (after Sasuke, obvs). She's one of the only people he's willing to even try opening up to and she has quite a bit of influence over him. He's kind of vaguely attracted to her, but not in any kind of overt or conscious way. She just pinged his hormones once or twice.
She does kind of frustrate and exhaust him sometimes, though, because she is so willing to carry team burdens herself and put herself in harm's way during games. It is just. If they're a team then they should be sharing these burdens. Just one of them carrying everything herself isn't fair to anyone involved.
What did Sasuke think of the wolf game?