UNDER NORMAL CIRCUMSTANCES (Aather canon), Kaworu wouldn't have pushed so much to get a clear idea of Ruka's feelings! The reason he pushed that much was mostly because they were in a different place and that sort of helped to separate things a bit.
Now . . . Kaworu often defines what he wants and what he feels curious about around the people that already feel something for him. No matter what those feelings are. Because Kaworu is somewhat self-centered at times and, obviously, those feelings directed at him are more important and relevant. He's aware that he's very important to Snow and now . . . I don't know how to put it, but in a way, his feelings for Victory are turning less romantic and Snow has been growing a lot in his list. I've been thinking about why, but I think it's mostly because Kaworu sort of gives a lot of priority to Kunzite? But it doesn't change that Victory is important, just that Kaworu might be more dere or more focused on his team.
So he wants to know how deep those feelings are and in a way, Kaworu wants to feel said feelings! It's part of his nature, wanting to learn and poke as much as he can. KAWORU IS SELFISH, but he can sort of try to consider Kanji's feelings or the feelings of his team into account but in the end he'll always do what he wants to do. Another important thing is that he doesn't care about exclusivity, just how that person relates to him and that's it. If there's another person or people he doesn't care, but if the attention he gets suffer then he miiiiiiiiiiiight start to get annoyed by it. BUT IT'S NOT JEALOUSY.
Anyway, this is important because even in Aather, he's starting to feel curious about Snow's feelings and since the topic came up during the fourth wall event it made things easier. The reason he might not do anything about this in Aather beyond poking every now and then it's because of what Snow said. KAWORU IS AWARE OF THOSE COMPLICATIONS but if his feelings grow at some point that might become an issue. A SERIOUS ISSUE. But for now he likes being very important to Snow and in camp he actually enjoyed kissing him and he felt something. He wanted to kiss him again and he still . . . might, depending, but he doesn't want to hurt him either.
In short, Kaworu deeply cares about Snow and IDK what will happen there.
I'M NOT REREADING THIS, TELL ME IF I MADE NO SENSE.
I WANT TO KNOW IF YOU THINK KAWORU IS STILL HELPING RUKA SLEEP. I don't want to assume that Kaworu is still doing that if Ruka isn't letting him. |D
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Now . . . Kaworu often defines what he wants and what he feels curious about around the people that already feel something for him. No matter what those feelings are. Because Kaworu is somewhat self-centered at times and, obviously, those feelings directed at him are more important and relevant. He's aware that he's very important to Snow and now . . . I don't know how to put it, but in a way, his feelings for Victory are turning less romantic and Snow has been growing a lot in his list. I've been thinking about why, but I think it's mostly because Kaworu sort of gives a lot of priority to Kunzite? But it doesn't change that Victory is important, just that Kaworu might be more dere or more focused on his team.
So he wants to know how deep those feelings are and in a way, Kaworu wants to feel said feelings! It's part of his nature, wanting to learn and poke as much as he can. KAWORU IS SELFISH, but he can sort of try to consider Kanji's feelings or the feelings of his team into account but in the end he'll always do what he wants to do. Another important thing is that he doesn't care about exclusivity, just how that person relates to him and that's it. If there's another person or people he doesn't care, but if the attention he gets suffer then he miiiiiiiiiiiight start to get annoyed by it. BUT IT'S NOT JEALOUSY.
Anyway, this is important because even in Aather, he's starting to feel curious about Snow's feelings and since the topic came up during the fourth wall event it made things easier. The reason he might not do anything about this in Aather beyond poking every now and then it's because of what Snow said. KAWORU IS AWARE OF THOSE COMPLICATIONS but if his feelings grow at some point that might become an issue. A SERIOUS ISSUE. But for now he likes being very important to Snow and in camp he actually enjoyed kissing him and he felt something. He wanted to kiss him again and he still . . . might, depending, but he doesn't want to hurt him either.
In short, Kaworu deeply cares about Snow and IDK what will happen there.
I'M NOT REREADING THIS, TELL ME IF I MADE NO SENSE.
I WANT TO KNOW IF YOU THINK KAWORU IS STILL HELPING RUKA SLEEP. I don't want to assume that Kaworu is still doing that if Ruka isn't letting him. |D